4.Stop, Just Stop

Stop, Just Stop
You read big books. / I feel so small. / Why aren't you small, /
my love? / You've got big hooks. / They make me hurt. / Why
don't mine hurt, / my love? // You are my automatic writing, /
the red tattoos behind my eyelids, / but I'm tired of firing
squads, / of your bored, indifferent gods. // So when you feel
brave, / I'll be your stutter, / and when you wake, / I'll be
your hangover, / and when you try to get straight, / I'll be
your drug dealer. / So when you get paid, / I'll gladly sell you
// the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, / the last real hurt, /
the one that craves / the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, /
the last real hurt, / the one you hate. // My god, it's gonna
hurt / oh my god, it's gonna hurt / when I'm your modern
American fuck, / the modern American love that fucks you up, /
the one you can't love enough. // I'll have you screaming, /
Stop, stop, I'm gonna be sick. / Just stop, just stop, I'm
gonna be sick. / Just stop, just stop, I'm gonna be sick. / Just
stop, just stop. Well, I give up. // While you're sleeping off
/ our nighttime madness, / I'll be your slow dance, / your
dime-store romance. / In the morning bed, / I'll start again. /
When you say when, / I'll fuck you up and fill your head // with
the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, / the last real hurt, /
the one that craves / the wrong words, / the whiskey cures, /
the last real hurt. // Oh, if I keep loving you, / we'll both be
ruled / by cosmic fears. / If this is loving you, / yeah, if
it's this cruel, / the worst of it is here. / Yeah, my best
hooks are here. / The worst of it is here. / Yeah, my best hooks
are here. / Oh, I hope they hurt.